Sunday, December 8, 2013

Travel Plans- Alabama Here I come!


Hello family! So this week has been better other than I got sick- so that was fun.. NOT! But thankfully the elders in my district gave me a blessing.   They just came over and said you look really sick and you need a blessing- want one? So I thought that was very cute! Somehow I got the nick name of fireball and sassy so the other day in class the teacher said something along the lines of Do you know what we are doing in class today?   And i said no, but I'm sure you will tell us.   Someone asked, who said that? Brother Feltsed (my teacher) said,  That would be Sister Denning our sassy fireball!   So whenever someone says something a little sassy I get blamed-   usually it really is me saying the the sassy thing.   Does that really shock any of us??
I got to be the music coordinator this  last week and we had to do a special musical number.   We did the EFY "As sisters in Zion"  and "Army of Helaman" song.  Guys it was so cool! I think I will remember that moment for a long time.. maybe forever.   It was just so amazing because the spirit was so strong.   I realized that I am part of God's army and holy cow,  it was amazing! I can't even say more then it was AMAZING! I am so thankful that I get to be part of God's army, and i get to proclaim his truth! Church is true- end of story :)  
So  I leave for Alabama at 4 am tomorrow morning and we take off at 7:10 am.  Then I get to meet my mission president,   so hopefully I wont be totally insane from not getting any sleep the night before, being on a plane, and having a lay over.   So this will be fun :) But I am really excited to start really teaching the people of Alabama! 
I love you all sooooo  MUCH! 



I Will Go Where He Wants Me To Go


Alright so it's been a full week since I left ya'll and it's been insane in good and bad ways. 
This Week's Events: 
 I am in the same classroom ALL DAY EVERDAY and I don't know if you know this about me,  but I don't do well sitting in the same room all day everyday.   So lets just say by the end of the night I am bouncing off the walls and I can't even dance!  I totally am loving gym time when I get to run and move and shake. 
This week was super hard but it's also been super good! Yesterday we had a meeting with our teacher and I totally had a break down- I was crying and sobbing and it was just bad. It's hard for me sometimes to be in the same room as the Elders because they are always going on about how they have such a spiritual high.   I don't always feel that same way, so I got annoyed that I wasn't feel the same.    I was comparing myself to them, so while talking to my teacher I brought that up.   But at the same time I love my elders because they were able to give me a blessing.    The blessing was so amazing!   It talked about everything I needed to hear and it said that even when I don't feel the spirit with me he's there guiding me so that helped a lot.   The blessing also talked a lot about you guys actually about how you would be taken care of and I didn't need to worry.  
Later that day we had TRC- which is when we knock on a door and we just start teaching someone we don't know anything about.   Then we just go in and see if they will let us talk.  We met a lady and her name was Kamin. She was super sweet.  I  prayed to my Heavenly Father that I would be able to know what she needed to hear and would help her believe.   We talked about the word of wisdom, and also the atonement.   After sister bringhurst and i were done she asked if we could come back and teach her.  So on Thursday we meet with Kamin again. Great right!?  
We had a fireside last night-  Elder Evans of the 70 came and spoke.    I  wrote things down and it wasn't until later that i read what i actually had written.  This is part of what I had written: 
I've given 18 months of my life to Him.   I will go where He wants me to go and when He needs me to go I will teach who He wants me to teach and how He needs me to teach. I'm giving 18 months of my life, but He is giving me my forever. I am His. I belong to Him. I am His.


Friday, April 5, 2013

12 Days & Counting


Hello family and friends. Well last Sunday March 31 2013 I had my farewell and it was so awesome to see my friends and family come and support me with the next chapter of my life. For those who couldn't make it here was the talk that I gave :)

Good morning brothers and sisters- Happy Easter Sunday. When I was little Easter was all about finding my Easter basket that the Easter bunny secretly hid from me and every year I could find my siblings baskets but not mine. It took a little effort and a whole lot of help more times then not I would have to enlist my dad's help to find where the sneaky bunny hid it.

As I grew up and got older I learned that Easter means so much more. It isn't about what is hidden in the beautifully wrapped baskets but it's more about the stone being rolled away and the Savior living among us again. When we were little we were taught that when we die our spirits will go up to heaven and be with our Heavenly Father, if we do all that is asked of us and endure to the end. So that's why we are here to receive our bodies and to prove or better yet improve ourselves. The gospel plan was made in heaven and our loving brother Jesus stepped forward and said he would do his part, giving all the glory to our Heavenly Father.

We all know the sweetest story ever told- the Savior was born on this Earth as a babe in Bethlehem. He grew from a child to a man that lived among many and preformed many mighty miracles everyday. He gave sight to the blind, hearing to the deaf and motion to the lame, maimed and withered. He healed the leapers, and even brought life back to the dead. His life was a miracle. He lived a perfect life teaching everyone the pattern of a righteous life. The Savior found delight in living and told his disciple that we should be as thrilled with the gospel as one who found a great treasure.

The universal resurrection became a reality with the resurrection of Jesus Christ. On the third day after His death and burial, Jesus came forth out of the tomb. He appeared to several men and women, and then to his apostles. Luke describes it this way: “Jesus saith unto them, Peace be unto you. But they were terrified and affrighted, and supposed that they had seen a spirit. And he said unto them, Why are ye troubled? And why do thoughts arise in your hearts? Behold my hands and my feet, that it is I myself: handle me, and see; for a spirit hath not flesh and bones, as ye see me have... Then opened their understanding. Later, when Thomas, one of the twelve, had not been with them when Jesus came, he insisted that he would not believe unless he could see and feel for himself. Jesus came to him and said, “Peace be unto you. “Then saith he to Thomas, reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands, and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing.” That is also what the Savior asks of each of us, be not faithless but believe in Christ, and believe Christ and His promise to each of us if we repent and live lives patterned after His.

President Monson.said the following-

Our Savior lived again. The most glorious, comforting, and reassuring of all events of human history had taken place—the victory over death. The pain and agony of Gethsemane and Calvary had been wiped away. The salvation of mankind had been secured. The Fall of Adam had been reclaimed. The empty tomb that first Easter morning was the answer to Job’s question, 'If a man die, shall he live again?' To all within the sound of my voice, I declare, If a man die, he shall live again. We know, for we have the light of revealed truth."

The hope we are given by the resurrection is our understanding that death is not the end but merely a necessary step from mortality to immortality. This hope changes the whole perspective of mortal life. The assurance of resurrection gives us the strength and perspective to endure mortal challenges. Because of the resurrection we know that all these experiences are only temporary. The assurance of the resurrection also gives us powerful incentive to keep the commandments of God during our mortal lives.

Joseph Smith said “The fundamental principles of our religion are the testimony of the Apostles and Prophets, Concerning Jesus Christ, that He died, was buried, and rose again the third day, and ascended into heaven; And all other things which pertain to our religion are only appendages to it.”

d thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing.” That is also what the Savior ask of each of us, be not faithless but believe in Christ, and believe Christ and His promise to each of us if we repent

The resurrection is important to each one of us. Why is the resurrection important to you? I know why it's important to me first of all I have a loving family that is here today and I know I would be lost with out their love and their influence. They are truly my dearest and best friends. It's so comforting to me that when one of us passes away we will be together forever. Some of you may know that I have an older brother who passed away before I was born when he was only 11 weeks old. It's such a blessing to know that we will be together again someday because of the resurrection. He is part of our motivation to improve ourselves I guess you could say he's waiting and saving our spots. The assurance of the resurrection helps us bear mortal separations involved in the death of our loved ones. We are given hope and strength to carry on until the day we can all be united.

This weekend my mom and dad and I went to St. George. While we were there, we visited the St. George Temple and the visitors center. We also wanted to take an extra 5 minute detour to see a statue that was made by a local artist, called “Come Unto Me.” This statue depicts an aged woman passing through the veil only to be greeted by the Savior with open arms. This woman was no longer a frail looking woman, but now she was in perfect condition and stature, running towards the Savior. It's a comfort and a blessing to know that when we lose loved ones we will see them again in perfect condition.

In Alma chapters 40, and 41 talks about the resurrection of all man. We learn that after man dies there will be a period of time before the resurrection. During this time we either teach the gospel or learn of the gospel. We also learn that all things will be returned to their proper frame. All bodies will be reunited with spirits never to be separated again. Just as we do missionary work here, missionary work is happening right now on the other side of the veil. My brother TJ has been teaching the gospel for awhile now and I am excited to do my part here on earth. One day my family and I will gather with TJ never to separated again.

The greatest miracle that we will ever be part of is the resurrection of Jesus Christ. He did it for you and me and even those who don't know anything about him yet.

President Monson said- "I believe that none of us can conceive the full import of what Christ did for us in Gethsemane, but I am grateful every day of my life for His atoning sacrifice in our behalf. At the last moment, He could have turned back. But He did not. He passed beneath all things that He might save all things. In doing so, He gave us life beyond this mortal existence. He reclaimed us from the Fall of Adam. To the depths of my very soul, I am grateful to [the Savior]. He taught us how to live. He taught us how to die. He secured our salvation."

And that's why I'm going to Birmingham, Alabama. There are people there looking for the truth. They need what we have. They need the joy of the gospel. They need to know that God knows who they are and what they can become. They need to know they are loved and are important and children of God. They need to learn of the atonement and the resurrection of Christ. I Am grateful for the opportunity to stand for the Savior as a missionary in all places, all things and in all times. I know it wont be easy but I know without a doubt it will be worth every moment. I know that the Savior lives. I know this church is true. I know when Joseph Smith was a true prophet and I know that Thomas S Monson is a true prophet today and gets revelation from our Heavenly father.

President Monson said- "I declare my personal witness that death has been conquered, victory over the tomb has been won. May the words made sacred by Him who fulfilled them become actual knowledge to all. ... He is risen."

It's crazy to think that I only have 12 days left here until I will be entering the MTC. Thank you for all the love and support that everyone has given me I love you all.



Friday, February 8, 2013

22 Things

So I was wondering the internet one day and i came across this list of 22 things I wish i knew before my mission and I thought they were amazing and I thought I would share with you all since in a way we are all missionaries and on our own missions ENJOY
Love Sister Denning

22 things I wish I would have known before my mission


Let’s get personal for a minute, guys.
  1. It’s true. All of it. Everything we believe is really, actually, 100 percent real. I knew the Church was true, and I had always known the Gospel of Jesus Christ was true, but somewhere in the disconnect of my mind and reality it had seemed like one big great idea. Far from it, guys. It’s real. This knowledge came in really helpful as a missionary.
  2. Mission calls are inspired. This is coming from the girl that prayed to God and told him he made a mistake after she got her call. False. God doesn’t make mistakes. He sends YOU to the place where YOU are needed. If you are feeling hesitant about your call, let’s be friends.
  3. D & C 100:5-6. Trust me.
  4. Be brave. All those times I didn’t talk to someone on the street because they looked busy or disinterested? Yeah, I wish I would have talked to them. All those times it seemed uncomfortable and I didn’t want to ruin my chances? Yeah, I should have contacted them. Talk to everyone.
  5. Serve your companion. Like, all the time.
  6. Don’t buy new scriptures. For the love of everything. Don’t buy new ones.
  7. Your stomach will stretch. I promise you, if you don’t think you can take another bite of food during your third dinner of the night, you absolutely can. Courage, brethren, and on, on to victory.
  8. You’ll forget. All those moments you think “I’ll never forget this experience, I don’t need to write it in my journal.” Write it down. You’ll forget.
  9. You’re normal. One thing I learned is that every missionary that has ever tracted the face of this earth had already felt what I was feeling. I wasn’t an anomaly because sometimes I wasn’t motivated after District Meetings on Tuesdays. I wasn’t crazy because I worried about being worthy enough to be an effective vessel of the spirit. Everything I was feeling was normal. And everything you will feel will be normal. Enjoy the ride.
  10. Equality. Everyone, and I mean everyone. Is a child of God. Never in your life will you have more reason to wonder, as you see some of the most bizzare or heartbreaking things, but trust me on this. We are all children of God. And he loves us dearly. Brace yourself to feel that love for the people you serve. Totally blindsided me. Totally.
  11. The end does come. I promise. The end of the transfer will ALWAYS come. Six weeks isn’t eternity. Yeah, it absolutely feels like it at times. But you can do it. It’s all about love.
  12. Introspection. If I ever had a problem with someone on my mission whether it was a companion, another missionary, a ward member or an investigator, it was me that had to do the changing. Every time.
  13. Prayers. You will pray as you never have before, and 97 percent of it will not be for yourself. It’s great.
  14. You’re going to gain weight. It’s fine. It magically comes off when you get home. Promise.
  15. Be obedient. In everything. Always. 100 percent.
  16. Lose yourself. I had always heard that sweet little story of “you have to lose yourself in order to find yourself.” Testimonial: it totally works, and you’ll be pleasantly surprised with what you find.
  17. Get over yourself. Maybe you were a big deal on the football field. Maybe you were the best writer on your newspaper staff. Maybe you were the most beautiful and popular girl at your school. Maybe you gave the funniest talks in sacrament meeting. Cool. But you’re a missionary now, and none of that stuff really matters. What does matter is that you are doing what you can to fulfill your purpose. Because guess what? It’s so not about you. And it’s FANTASTIC.
  18. Love everyone. I’m serious.
  19. Study, study, study, study. You have two hours each morning. Make them count, and miracles happen. For reals.
  20. Never ignore a prompting. I once had one to drive over 14 miles into what was essentially a field. Some of the greatest moments of my mission happened because of that. NEVER ignore a prompting.
  21. Lock your heart. Boys are dumb. Girls are dumb. Even when they are missionaries.
  22. You are enough. God has never, nor will he ever call a missonary to fail. He knows you, he knows your investigators, and YOU are enough to be His hands as you labor in His vineyard.


Thank you who ever wrote these. They are amazing and I hope I am able to remember them

Monday, January 21, 2013

86 Days & Counting


Well I thought I would start the blog with how it all started- and how I decided I wanted and needed to go on my mission. So here we go. I have kind of known since I got my patriarchal blessing.   When I was 16 it talks about how I will be able to testify boldly and this will help make others come to the truth. But, I thought I knew better and that wasn't something I was going to be doing but it caught up to me. Last summer I started to have the feeling that I really needed to start not just reading my scriptures, but to study them- so I did. A little while after that I started to get the feeling that I needed to go but I didn't want to pay attention to these prompting because it wasn't something that I had planned. But the Lord knows how to talk to his children and the night that I went to the Relief Society meeting I knew I was going. I was staring at the wall and looking at the light fixtures when I heard A voice in my head that said it was time to go on a mission so I better get on board. The next day was fast Sunday and I fasted to know whether or not that was the right thing. The second I woke up I knew that I was going.  There wasn't a doubt in my mind that I was going to go. Later that day I told my family that I was going and they were all very excited. It's funny to think that one minute you can think you have it all figured out and the next you are doing something you never thought you would be doing. I am very excited to go and I can't wait to share all my experiences with you!

Love,

(soon to be) Sister Denning